I
broke down last night. I broke down when I read the letter Emily Doe, the girl
from the Stanford sexual attack case, wrote. After the twelve page tear jerker,
I just have a feeling that I need to write something addressing some of the
players in the situation, and that even though they probably won't get, but are
things that I need to say to get off my chest.
To
Dan Turner:
You released a statement a few days ago, telling the world how 20 minutes of action ruined your poor boys life. While it is true that he's now a registered sex offender and it is true prison won't be fun, what you have failed to consider how the 20 minutes of action will result in 20 years of therapy for Emily, and if she's lucky, she might one day resume her daily activities of being her goofy old self. You didn't consider how it has effected Emily's sisters life, who is going through the same things you claim your son is. She too can't eat, can't sleep. She blames herself for this entire thing.
You released a statement a few days ago, telling the world how 20 minutes of action ruined your poor boys life. While it is true that he's now a registered sex offender and it is true prison won't be fun, what you have failed to consider how the 20 minutes of action will result in 20 years of therapy for Emily, and if she's lucky, she might one day resume her daily activities of being her goofy old self. You didn't consider how it has effected Emily's sisters life, who is going through the same things you claim your son is. She too can't eat, can't sleep. She blames herself for this entire thing.
What
disgusts me more is that in your statement, you praise your boy. You tell the
world in a statement that he got into Stanford, a place with 4% acceptance rate
or that he got the highest GPA on the swim team. How does that justify rape?
You go on to mention that he was socially depressed. I'm sorry, when did social
depression make it O.K. to rape someone? The answer is never.
You
should be ashamed to call yourself a human. If this were my father I swear
I'd've been subject to corporal punishment, banished from the family and he
would've adopted Emily as his own. I am ashamed to be in the species as
you.
To
Judge Persky:
You said in your sentencing that you "understood the devastation the victim suffered". No your honor (I associate you with honor very loosely and only because it's a societal norm, not that I believe you have an ounce of honor in you), you do not understand the devastation one goes through after such an event. You may ATTEMPT to understand it, but unless you've been through it yourself, you do not understand it.
You said in your sentencing that you "understood the devastation the victim suffered". No your honor (I associate you with honor very loosely and only because it's a societal norm, not that I believe you have an ounce of honor in you), you do not understand the devastation one goes through after such an event. You may ATTEMPT to understand it, but unless you've been through it yourself, you do not understand it.
And
since when did it matter that he was an all star athlete? Since when did it
matter that because of all of this ordeal "he had to lose a scholarship to
Stanford?" Oh no, now his daddy might have to pay tuition 6 months from
when he gets out. How sad it must be to live the ugly life. I thought justice
was blind. It saw no rich, no poor, no male, no female. I don't care if it were
President Obama himself, it's no excuse for you to lessen a sentence,
especially if it was rape. I so wish that you lose your next election. If this
is what represents one of the most developed countries in the world, then let
me tell you, your justice system is no different to India, or Saudi Arabia,
where according to people "the justice system is a failure".
To
Emily:
You are brave. The words you speak, the things you say surprise me. Your outer calamity, way you have responded to your attacker deserves nothing short of the utmost respect. What got the tears rolling was when you say "Your life is not over, you have decades of years ahead to rewrite your story. The world is huge, it is so much bigger than Palo Alto and Stanford, and you will make a space for yourself in it where you can be useful and happy. Right now your name is tainted, so I challenge you to make a new name for yourself, to do something so good for the world, it blows everyone away. You have a brain and a voice and a heart. Use them wisely. You possess immense love from your family. That alone can pull you out of anything. Mine has held me up through all of this. Yours will hold you and you will go on."
You are brave. The words you speak, the things you say surprise me. Your outer calamity, way you have responded to your attacker deserves nothing short of the utmost respect. What got the tears rolling was when you say "Your life is not over, you have decades of years ahead to rewrite your story. The world is huge, it is so much bigger than Palo Alto and Stanford, and you will make a space for yourself in it where you can be useful and happy. Right now your name is tainted, so I challenge you to make a new name for yourself, to do something so good for the world, it blows everyone away. You have a brain and a voice and a heart. Use them wisely. You possess immense love from your family. That alone can pull you out of anything. Mine has held me up through all of this. Yours will hold you and you will go on."
I
cannot fathom what it takes to wish your attacker a happier life. To hope that
he goes on to be happy. If I were in your place, I'd rather have him on his
knees, begging for mercy while the gun I aim at his head blows a hole through
it. That's all the mercy I have in my heart. I don't have much to say to you
but to wish you well. To hope, just like you wished Brock a happier life, that
you too go on to lead a happy one too. That you, and your family at some point,
can work past this, and you can find your place in the world too.
To
the rest of the world:
The reason I know much about this case is because of the outburst behind the judges decision, which I understand. But please have the right reasons for the outburst. If it's because the case sets a bad precedence, or if it's to shelter the next victim from such a poor ruling, then go ahead. But, if you're thinking that you'll be serving justice to Emily, know that her justice isn't your justice.
The reason I know much about this case is because of the outburst behind the judges decision, which I understand. But please have the right reasons for the outburst. If it's because the case sets a bad precedence, or if it's to shelter the next victim from such a poor ruling, then go ahead. But, if you're thinking that you'll be serving justice to Emily, know that her justice isn't your justice.
While
she may not forget it, ever, and while she'll still have nightmares about it
till the end of time, her justice is to forgive. While the shorter sentence
might surprise her, it's not that big of a deal. You see, to forgive, you need
someone to ask for an apology, and an apology is all she wants. She wants the
person who set her back so far, who changed her family's and those close to her
life for worse, to look her in the eye, acknowledge what he has done, and say
sorry. So do not fight for her justice. Her justice has nothing to do with a
prison sentence. Her justice is to do with two words that a Brock Turner cannot
utter. If you can convince him, then her justice is served. Instead, do it for
everyone else that comes after, do it for the "girls everywhere". Do
it for those who are doubted and dismissed and be there for them. Sentencing one
man for another 5 years isn't helping much in the grand scheme of things. Work
to sentence the 5000 others that will walk free, or ones yet to come.
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